Wednesday, 11 January 2012
My sister just had a baby.. A beautiful little girl called Amelia shes so cute! Karagh looks sooo big beside her! Cant help bit feel a bit sad tho, every one around me is having healthy babies while mine is suffering.. So unfair, thats life tho nothing we do or say will change whats happening with my baby.. Life can be so cruel sometimes.. Maybe im just feeling this way because Karagh has had chemo the last 3 days, i hate when she gets chemo, it breaks my heart because it makes everything very real when she is getting it.. On the way to the hospital i was sitting in the back of the car with her and she looked so sad :( i hate this, wish it was all over.. We have a break now from chemo until the 30th of Jan..